From 549a3e9d8fa494e01cface2608aa7467933d8b07 Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: Manuel Ebert Date: Fri, 19 Aug 2016 23:23:14 +0000 Subject: [PATCH] Clean up --- tst/2015-09-10_i-am-back-from-burning-man.md | 17 ----------------- tst/2015-09-13_what-an-exciting-life.md | 8 -------- ...wine-on-a-sun-drenched-afternoon-promises.md | 6 ------ 3 files changed, 31 deletions(-) delete mode 100644 tst/2015-09-10_i-am-back-from-burning-man.md delete mode 100644 tst/2015-09-13_what-an-exciting-life.md delete mode 100644 tst/2015-09-19_a-part-of-me-wants-to-submit-itself-to-the-scintillating-haze-that-a-glass-of-wine-on-a-sun-drenched-afternoon-promises.md diff --git a/tst/2015-09-10_i-am-back-from-burning-man.md b/tst/2015-09-10_i-am-back-from-burning-man.md deleted file mode 100644 index 49261462..00000000 --- a/tst/2015-09-10_i-am-back-from-burning-man.md +++ /dev/null @@ -1,17 +0,0 @@ -title: I am back from Burning Man. -date: 2015-09-10 09:00 -stared: False -tags: - There's a lot to process. - -During the two weeks before the burn, I had sever anxiety issues - very physical symptoms; my chest felt constricted, my heart was pounding hard, my throat block, I was squashed between the walls. I think this anxiety has been building up since at least Australia, but now things got out of control. - -In direct comparison, this year's burn was maybe a little less exciting than last year's. But I took two very important things from it: - -1) a few days in, with no phone reception and nothing to plan or worry about, all of my anxiety symptoms vanished, and I felt light and free. It's not entirely intrinsic to me. Feeling better is possible, and it's close. -2) I started cultivating a wonderful friendship with Stef - who is currently dating Simon and Laurel, as a couple. Recap: Simon and Laurel were hitting on Lucy and me pretty hard at a dinner quite exactly a year ago. Small world. - -I started a therapy before the burn, and yesterday was my second session. We dug through some of the anxiety that was related to my parents visiting SF. Here’s a realisation: my parents, especially my mother, never really valued academic achievements, and even half jokingly, half dismissively called me a “Streber” when I brought home straight As. I assume that this has to do something with her feeling inferior to my dad, but at any rate this was probably the point where I realised that their world and mine were different, and whatever I wanted to achieve I had to achieve myself. - -I didn’t ask them for help until the day I broke up with Beth, two years ago. - \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/tst/2015-09-13_what-an-exciting-life.md b/tst/2015-09-13_what-an-exciting-life.md deleted file mode 100644 index 5d02c783..00000000 --- a/tst/2015-09-13_what-an-exciting-life.md +++ /dev/null @@ -1,8 +0,0 @@ -title: What an exciting life! -date: 2015-09-13 09:00 -stared: False -tags: kari - I spent the evening with @Kari, singing Dresden Dolls, drinking wine, falling a little bit in love, having sex on a piano, getting unintentionally electrocuted by her Hitachi, waking up next to a beautiful person. - -And during the Burn I got a lot closer to Stef, too. Oh, life! - \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/tst/2015-09-19_a-part-of-me-wants-to-submit-itself-to-the-scintillating-haze-that-a-glass-of-wine-on-a-sun-drenched-afternoon-promises.md b/tst/2015-09-19_a-part-of-me-wants-to-submit-itself-to-the-scintillating-haze-that-a-glass-of-wine-on-a-sun-drenched-afternoon-promises.md deleted file mode 100644 index ca49e7c5..00000000 --- a/tst/2015-09-19_a-part-of-me-wants-to-submit-itself-to-the-scintillating-haze-that-a-glass-of-wine-on-a-sun-drenched-afternoon-promises.md +++ /dev/null @@ -1,6 +0,0 @@ -title: a part of me wants to submit itself to the scintillating haze that a glass of wine on a sun drenched afternoon promises. -date: 2015-09-19 13:00 -stared: False -tags: - Another part wants to fight for clarity of mind. - \ No newline at end of file